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Last Note
4 June 2008We (her friends and family) made an agreement a year ago to take down her blog and more significantly, restrict who reads her very last post… I don’t think I have a right to put up the entire note but what was said to me, belongs to me and I’m putting it up here. In time to come, I may take a picture of the postcards and put them up to…
Dear Yee Pei,
You’ve been a wonderful friend. Please forgive my actions. You’re always been my encouragement, the angel on my shoulder. One of the very few forces that kept me going. Thanks for all you have done. I’m sorry I couldn’t wait till you come back and say good bye one last time. Tell your Ma, thanks for taking me in the few times I was over. I felt so at home.
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Dear Val,
Thank you, babe… We didn’t know each other for a long time, but you were one of the closest friends I’ve ever had and always someone to depend on. I miss you, girl. There are so many things in my life now that I want to share with you, some of them, I know exactly how you will respond. I’ll be graduating in a year’s time, and I remember how we used to joke about MCs, now, it’ll never happen.
I can never understand why you chose this path and why you didn’t wait till I got back. But, babe, I doubt anyone will ever understand. I met your Ma when I went home last summer, and tried my best to give her a complete picture. Everyone seemed to think I will know why and how … but I didn’t. I suppose I disappointed them, but all I knew, I told them.
I miss you, girl… and I suppose I always will.
on June 4th, 2008 at 5:17 pm
hey babe. her mum still needs us, you know, as do her siblings… you up to it? don’t reply here, but you know how to reach me :)
on June 11th, 2008 at 11:21 am
HUGZ… muaxx (i don’t know wat else to say. if i were there, i’d hug u for real =) )