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Don’t you hate it when things fall short of expectations? Hmm… I do.
Well, this is especially so when it comes to the issue of trust. I am generally a trusting person when it comes to my friends. It is terribly easy to get me to trust a friend, though once that trust is lost, it is gone. I expect my friends not to lie to me, even what may be seen as a cruel and frank “no, go away, don’t want to hang out with you” is better than a lie. I believe that lies means “you’re too immature and weak to handle the truth and you’re too stupid to ever discover the truth anyway”, and that undermining sucks.
I have been telling myself that the only person I can trust, is me… and not to expect too much from others. I need to find a hole and hide in it. BAH. Don’t mind me, this is a rant, a much much overdue one.