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Trust

14 May 2008

Don’t you hate it when things fall short of expectations? Hmm… I do.

Well, this is especially so when it comes to the issue of trust. I am generally a trusting person when it comes to my friends. It is terribly easy to get me to trust a friend, though once that trust is lost, it is gone. I expect my friends not to lie to me, even what may be seen as a cruel and frank “no, go away, don’t want to hang out with you” is better than a lie. I believe that lies means “you’re too immature and weak to handle the truth and you’re too stupid to ever discover the truth anyway”, and that undermining sucks.

I have been telling myself that the only person I can trust, is me… and not to expect too much from others. I need to find a hole and hide in it. BAH. Don’t mind me, this is a rant, a much much overdue one.



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  1. Ling said,

    on May 15th, 2008 at 11:44 am

    eh. dont care abt them lar. *hugs*
    i love u the way u are. ^-^ and i miss u!!! come back come back!!!

  2. caryn said,

    on May 15th, 2008 at 6:42 pm

    Unmet expectations lead to disappointments and disillusions. At the end of the day, it’s good that you see them for who they are, and you find out who are your true friends. I say, don’t waste time thinking about the former. They’re not worth it. Just brush it aside, and spend time doing what’s important to you. You can store those memories for when we meet up, and we can have a b****ing session. Hohoho…
    Hang in there, girl.. Miss you dearly..!

  3. juan~ said,

    on May 20th, 2008 at 1:17 am

    oh dears *hug* hope to b able to see ya soon in person to give u a proper hug~~~ we’re still here for u, girl!

  4. Liberated said,

    on May 21st, 2008 at 5:04 am

    Hi Yee Pei,

    I hope that you are doing fine with Exam and all. I cant get hold of Sheena. Do you know what happened? I text her twice to both UK and M’sian mobile, it came back as not sent. Is she ok? Her last post implied something like she got dumped or was it she dumped somebody? It’s a bit convoluted. Anyway I was trying to add you both on Facebook but I don’t know your surname. Do let me know YP.

    Cheers

  5. Liberated said,

    on May 21st, 2008 at 5:22 am

    Got it Ms Song!

    Approve me ok

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